HIV & Me

Here i am ,diagnosed with HIV,all i can think of is why it happen to me?was it soemthing i didnt do,something not right,yes,i forgot to put that condom on,that fatefull night!obviously that wasn't too bright,i now have to wear a condom each and everynight,In one instant of passion,1 instant of desire,can't you see?was all that it took,now i'm in a quagmire,and for eternity,If only i could have the chance back,i'd slide on a dome over my stack,why didnt i think?why didnt i see?that a simple condom would ve protected me,Now it's too late and i am slowly dyeing,on finding a cure,well the world is still trying,It wont happen soon enough and thats for sure,millions will die,waiting for a cure,A sinple condom is all it would take,to stop the progression this disease would make,Its in your hands,and the choice is yours,wear a condom and stop them spores,cause HIV,you dont want to get,have you learned your lesson yet?so wear a condom ,dont be shy,and you will live,and will not die,condoms stop hiv,thats NO lie,james gough sudbury ont can HIV+2001

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Home About Us Register Login Help Movie Reviews World News Business News Entertainment News well i was just thinking of my dream to go across canada with a motor home doing talks at schools and group homes along the way and in the mean time w would be filming it all,so we could have a movie after the trip or adventure was over and then making it into a series and who else know what eh foilks?i have half the money i need to buy a motor home now,and planning to talk to the head dudes at the motor homes and coaches places and get a donation .and this is all just surreal to me folks but i wish you all to pravtice all the time
safe sex ,live love learn and laugh.james joey gough a poz hiv+ man tryin to make a diff.GOD bless you all!in Jesus name i pray ,amen!
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back in suds after a wek in T.O. at the HIV Conf and kingston

Well it was a long week in T.O. and with all that walkin i was worn out just tryin to go have a smoke.I wish they would have the pha lounges closer to smokin area's and where they have the skills building workshops,and i should type something about this as alot of pha's had troubles walkin so much,it was a very hectic week and i was drained of all energy,then went on to kingston to visit with family,which was just as exausting,so i was happy to be headin home and am home safe n sound now,my son wasnt there to pick me up as he hasnt been there before and arrived late,but i took a cab as i wasnt sure what he was or where he was at that time.well have a great weekend folks,safe sex saves lives so save a life today!peace

I'm a decendent of Van Gogh&the,"Godspark"

Every nite at around sunset time,i have to sneak out to view the painting by God,as i like to call them.I believe that each and every human being has a "God spark" as i call it.I have HIV,HEPc and Acute Intermittent Porphyria,a rare genetic blood disorder that Van Gogh the famous painter had,and since it is passed on geneticly,this means that i am a direct decendent from him,kinda cool eh? 

Spirit shadow dance medicine wheel

My brother Donnie has just finished his really cool book and cd.It has alot of Native stories handed down from generation to generation,grandfather telling grandson,and so on,untill my brother Donnie got the Idea that he should share this knowledge with other peoples,peoples that are HIV+,and thats me Joey gough,hiv+,hepc+among other things.so folks stay tuned,there is some good stuff coming this way!peace and happiness to all! 

Just for Today!

Well today i recieved an e-mail from my russian princess,Elena,and she has finaly asked for money.We have been writing each other back and forth for 6 months now and she types out 3 lines asking for 300.I have made it a point of NEVER doing ANY buisness over the web or net.I will never send money either,or buy something from this new "marvel of Technology".I am kinda bummed out as i didnt think she was like that,you know ,the kind of woman that asks a man for cash at the drop of a hat, or the ol "i love you" and give me some money now! I do not know why i seem to attract these kind of girls,some of them might be genuine,but not many.But i thought we (elena and me) had something more then that.Well chalk up another broken heart and another learning experence i guess eh.Things are nice and cool ,now that i have my A.C.(still have to block off the rest of the window though. 

bad news today

Well today i learned that my brothers son(kyle,8 yrs)found his mom hanging in the bedroom.also a friend in sudbury,john=superman,has also done himself in.suicide seems to be popular last wek-end,wonder if there was a full moon?it was nice out today ,but a little too hot for me.the sun can trigger a propheria attack and they are very painfull,stress also.I also learned that a friend of mine Arron raymond,has been charged with murder 1,and attempted murder.Something told me to go visit him and so i did,he is keeping his head straight for the prelim this week to be held in sudbury.it was good to talk to him.he is avoiding his family,as he says that it makes his time harder when they came to visit him so he stopped those visits.I pray for him and hope it all works out ok.I remember wheni was inside on the same charges(m2)so i know how it feels to just sit and get no visits.it sucks really.well fellow bloggers ,keep on bloggin eh,oh and the oilers won tonight keeping their play-offs hopes up.GO OILERS!!!!!!!!!YAAAAAY!!well nity nite all,and peace eh! 

just for today

Just for today I am gratefull for being free,as i surf on the web,soaring gleefully,i came upon your site,actually by mistake,so,have no fear of getting near,although sometimes,i am a flake,but one thing i promise you ,your heart i will not break!but life is life it's not allways easy please make no mistake,it sometimes rough and sometimes wild,it's really quit a ride,so come to me,for eternity,and together we will roam,untill we decide to make our house,a happy,but humble home. 

CSA54 AIDS Cure News

CSA54 AIDS Cure News This certainly looks promising,and it does fill me with hope for the future,however,it will still be many years before it is made available to the general public,and it still has to pass through trial phase before it is given the green light to go ahead and mass produce this drug,How much is that gonna cost?BILLIONS!as usual,don't mean to put a damper on this,but its true,it'll be along time before i can get my hands on it.untill then keep the faith and keep up the fight!from a fellow warrior for war on hiv-aids

Montel williams joins fight for medical pot~legelize!

I seen the story about Montel Williams joining the fight for legelized medical marijuana,and he gets my vote,as i have hiv and epilepsy,i find that smoking pot actualy works well for me,it gives me an appetite which i dont have if i dont smoke.If i dont smoke i dont eat,its that simple.The Canadian Gov. should have done this long ago but is constantly under U.S.pressure to keep up the war on our own families and loved ones.when is this Bullsh_t gonna stop??we,peoples with HIV,need easier access to medical Pot.Ifit was legelized or decriminalized,alot of crime would cease,why dont they legelize pot and collect the taxes off of it,going directly to healthcare>this would make sence to me as well as thousands of other peoples!have a good day all,peace! 

happy birthday Cory

Since i seen you being born,you were allways daddy's girl,and so you still remain,to others it was plain,daddy's girl,you will remain,although it's in thought,your still in my heart,and that means alot,for you are never far from my heart,no matter where i go,in the rain or in the snow,you are still near,i won't let go,I Love you Cory,from yer dad joe! made on this night,june 5,your bithday,2006, by james gough 

my first posting

Well,this is my first post here at blogger.my life is pretty boring and isn't that exciteing anymore,as i am now staying clean,and am on the methadone program.I am also hiv,& hep c positive.I am not on meds at this time,(not good)anyways ,this will be an interesting expriment,=blogging,my life now and then.well i am currently living in sudbury with a friend staying here for two wks.any longer and we would be at each others necks me thinks.they talk french in front of me and i think thats rude cause i do not understand what they a fuckin talkin about,(kinda pisses me off too) know what i mean folks??i was debateing whether or not i should give him his hundred $ back as it is not worth the headache and hassle.so,stay tuned and we'll find out if he goes or stays,lets put it too a vote,In or Out ??his name is Eldon by the way,peace all!