HIV AS A PROFESSION...

So,i am at yet another research conference it has dawned on me that hiv is not just a disease,it has become a profession.The professionalization of this disease does  not include those who have this disease. ..sad but true.We still battle stigma & isolation .People Re still afraid of those inflicted. Knowledge is key as well as the inclusion of those that live each n everyday with hiv.I wish we could unionize,so we could grab ourpowerback for ourselves. Aids services organizations used to beall volunteer driven,& we should return to those roots. We need more harm reduction strategies asap...as well zs policy based on science not ideology .We must step uo to the challenge of doing for ourselves...
I a tribute my sobriety to the OAN & the OHTN.The leadership training started me on my healing journey, which still continues to this day & will to the day i depart this body.I must admit to being harsh on my ol bod.ahh life eh folks....live n learn n learn some more peace all!

Dec 21 2012 Aproaches Faster-Merry Christmas All!

Believe and have faith in Jesus Christ & enter the kindom of GOD!Just wanted to wish everyone a very merry Christmas & a Happy New year eh!I am bound for Toronto to buy some herbals from the Rainbow Compassion Club...my weed licence has yet to arrive and so i must venture south yet again!Mayhap my bro steve will pick me up there?Who knows...not me!lol well today marks the longest day of the yr & is also the date that the many believe is the end...of time,the world,armeggeddon!!!Well i am not sure what to expect really.Shit to hit the fan to be sure!Truthfully i think it is a time of change,but the end?Can it really be?Why should i live in fear of it?Death comes to us all sooner or later...i believe it is another door-way myself.How we walk through that door is another matter...fearfully?With hope?Without?.......i am trying to do meditation & energy manipulation to help boost my immune system & cd4's... so far its helped me to relax & seems to be workin ok...well i am off for now & wish yu all a very merry Christmas & a Happy New Years...try to be safe eh folks & if your going to be driniking please do not drive eh!»Arive alive!!!PS ECHO RESEARCH STUDY NEEDS PHAs living in Ontario call this no. & you can get a monetary dividend of 200.00$$$1-866-332-2501 & leave your name & phone no. Someone will contact you in january to set up a time for the question-air....Peace all!!!

Obama To Increase Troops...

Believe and have faith in Jesus Christ & enter the kindom of GOD!Well we areinto the end times now,& for a man that has just won a peace prize such as the Nobel,the first thing Obama does is increase the amount of troopers which in turn increases the cost of war,which send the debt spinning faster & faster going deeper & deeper!The devide between rich & poor has never been so big...neither has the debt!Got to get it under control sooner or later or else the US economy will go bust & so will the rest of the global economy's collapse.2012 is looking like its going to be a self fullfilling prophecy as more & more people are buying into false info.Changes are a comin fer sure but thats life right folks...got to roll with those punches...peace all!!!

Back to Work/School

Well life never ceases to amaze me,throwing trials & tribulations that have now turned into some good oportunity's pour moi.I have a good chance at getting the CBR job i applied for 2 months ago now,and i am just waiting to hear from a couple of folks before i send off my referrals...This is where i make,or break,this job.I would like to get Dr Sandre,but i am not sure if he would do it.I haven't treated him good at all.Back when i was useing i even grabbed & threatened him.He still took me back for a patient!This guy has saved many lives,& although i do not agree with him on certain pot issue's,i think he is a good man.A good referral from him would almost certainly make the position mine...I would love to be working again,& doing this would not be like a job for me...as i like doing this type of work...this would make me feel like a contributeing member of society once again!THANK-GOD!!!He works in such wonderous ways!Just for today i am so very gratefull that i am clean,and getting closer to serene with each & every day that passes.My fear of death is slowly leaving as well...a good thing when your HIV+!Living with this disease is not always easy!Its other peoples reactions that are the hardest part to deal with-so,if you can get past that,then it should get much better for you in telling you story....

Breaking your silence & telling others of your thoughts & feelings can be such a relief!~Stress's & stressor's start to come down,although at times it can get much worse before it starts to get much better...maybe it has to do with how far youve gone downhill?Making the climb back up all the harder!Bring it on!GOD i thank YOU so very much!Life is getting even better now....and i can live with that.Peace n love not wars n walls eh folks!!!

Back to Work/School

Well life never ceases to amaze me,throwing trials & tribulations that have now turned into some good oportunity's pour moi.I have a good chance at getting the CBR job i applied for 2 months ago now,and i am just waiting to hear from a couple of folks before i send off my referrals...This is where i make,or break,this job.I would like to get Dr Sandre,but i am not sure if he would do it.I haven't treated him good at all.Back when i was useing i even grabbed & threatened him.He still took me back for a patient!This guy has saved many lives,& although i do not agree with him on certain pot issue's,i think he is a good man.A good referral from him would almost certainly make the position mine...I would love to be working again,& doing this would not be like a job for me...as i like doing this type of work...this would make me feel like a contributeing member of society once again!THANK-GOD!!!He works in such wonderous ways!Just for today i am so very gratefull that i am clean,and getting closer to serene with each & every day that passes.My fear of death is slowly leaving as well...a good thing when your HIV+!Living with this disease is not always easy!Its other peoples reactions that are the hardest part to deal with-so,if you can get past that,then it should get much better for you in telling you story....

Breaking your silence & telling others of your thoughts & feelings can be such a relief!~Stress's & stressor's start to come down,although at times it can get much worse before it starts to get much better...maybe it has to do with how far youve gone downhill?Making the climb back up all the harder!Bring it on!GOD i thank YOU so very much!Life is getting even better now....and i can live with that.Peace n love not wars n walls eh folks!!!

No Job Fo Joe,Permenent Place For HIV-AIDs Gatherings

So ya i didn't get the job i applied for in Toronto but that does not surprise me,as i knew i had blown my interview with the transportation question...like how was i supposed to get back n forth...bus or hitch a ride doesn't sound solid enough or something that you can afford to count on.That's really too bad as i was really hoping to get this position.Guess it was not meant to be after all right folks...the other position i applied for i haven't heard anything back so That's a right off as well.Dam,getting back into the workforce is alot harder then i thought.Well looks like its back to school for this guy....

Now that i am Little down i may as well talk about the HIV-AIDs Candle light Memorial.We do not have any place here in sudbury to hold these each yr. and so its always a dif place.I am hoping to get 1 created here in sudsbury so we can have a place to hold this event each yr. & to write down the names of all the peoples that have died in sudbury from HIV-AIDs & related causes such as cancer.A giant red ribbon perhaps...not sure but we should have a place like this along time ago now.Access Aids Sudbury should have its own building & not be paying rent for yrs.Better to be paying for a Morgage then to just be paying rent.I wish i could do the same...hard to get anything done though when your alone.I guess i am just going to try going back and doing some upgrading for now...a busy guy is a healthy guy...k well i hope you all have a great summer.Its been an other cool 1 this yr here in sudbury.Peace n love not wars n walls eh folks!!!

CAHR Conference in VANCOUVER Here I Come!!!

So yes i am going to this conf to co-facilitate the HIV Research Cafe that is going to be held at some point during this conf. from April 22 to 26 return the 29!I cannot wait as this will be a very exciting trip for me as i havent been out to BC this will def be an adventure to remember for sure!!!The Recent leadership alumni gathering was also a great success & i am very greatfull to Thomas Egdorf & the Ont Aids Network for this chance to attend & be apart of a great gathering of like minded peoples trying to effect positive change here in Canada!!!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!